Stephen “tWitch” Boss’ mom is lastly opening up about dropping her son six months after he took his life.
Connie Boss Alexander, 59, didn’t launch any statements on the time tWitch, a beloved dancer, father of three, and Ellen DeGeneres Present DJ and government producer, died by suicide on the age of 40. Many have been shocked and saddened by his dying contemplating the grins he displayed on social media across the time of his dying, as famous by CNN.
It’s a tough loss for Connie who nonetheless finds herself selecting up the telephone to textual content her late son.
“Typically it feels prefer it was simply yesterday, after which different occasions it feels prefer it’s been so lengthy since I’ve seen him,” she instructed Individuals.
For Connie, who has two different sons, she chooses to look previous how her son died and concentrate on when she might be reunited with him once more in spirit.
“Once I take into consideration him, I attempt to not dwell on how he left this earth,” she mentioned. “This isn’t completely the top. That’s the place my peace comes from.”
She was a teen mother when she welcomed tWitch at age 18 and raised him in Montgomery, Alabama. She remembers he was “all the time smiling” and “prepared to attempt new issues.” Dance was additionally one thing he did frequently, regardless of what any naysayers thought of it,
“If I had on music, he was dancing. He was the one male on his dance staff in highschool,” Connie shared.
“That’s how devoted and severe he was about it. He didn’t care that children is likely to be whispering.”
The 2 shared an in depth bond all through his life and would speak every single day.
“I’m the traditional boy mother, very protecting,” she mentioned. “If we weren’t speaking every single day, we have been texting. He was my coronary heart.”
She admits how “stunning” his dying was and the way it made her query her position in his life. It’s one thing she’s nonetheless adjusting to.
“I don’t know when or if I’ll ever settle for it. At this level, I’m in realization, I suppose,” she mentioned. “Once I get up within the morning, it does hit me that, oh my God, he actually is just not bodily right here. However then in my head I can hear him say, ‘Hey, Mother. I’m okay.’”
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